Hold on to them.....

Protect your breasts
Have you gotten yourself checked today?
( Mammography is a specific type of imaging that uses a low-dose x-ray system to examine breasts. A mammography exam, called a mammogram, is used to aid in the diagnosis of breast diseases in women.)

What is your take on it?

A very important point made by Bill Maher
My friend showed me this video...he knew that I would agree. He has known about my heart on this subject for awhile.
So many people die everyday of horrible, tragic deaths, earthquakes, floods, murders, rapes, accidents, etc....I have always felt that compared to 911...it's like their lives was not worth as much as the people who died on 911. Don't their lives count too, they also have loved ones that morned them that they left behind. Where do they get help, sympathies or aide??? How sad that is.

The I's have it!

I Live: because I still have lots to live for and do.

I Work: because I have to!

I Talk: to myself sometimes. Okay more like cursing in my car at stupid drivers.

I Wish: that you can get wishes to come true.

I Enjoy: a good spanking. Well, shoot I do.

I Look: for good in everyone, of course some are harder to find than others.

I Lost: 15 lbs.

I Flirt: at times when I don't mean to. Gets me into trouble.

I Find: honesty and laughter are hard to find in a partner.

I Smell: like sex. Think whatever you wish here.

I Hide: from people when I am stressed.

I Pray: but I am not sure it is working.

I Walk: to work and I love it.

I Write: sometimes about nothing. As you can see.

I See: a light at the end of the tunnel, but I can never seem to reach it at times.

I Sing: in my car.

I Long: for a foot massage.

I Can: make you cry, if you're not careful.

I Watch: all around me and try to understand it all.

I Yearn: to have my mind at peace.

I Daydream: silly things, naughty things.....mmmm.

I Want: you to want me..huh, isn't that a Cheap Trick song?

I Cry: when my loved ones are in pain.

I Read: too many books.

I Love: but, I am not any good at it.

I Sometimes: feel like a nut.......

I Hate: people who don't pick up their dog poop!

I Touch: people lives, eventhough it's hard for me to believe.

I Hurt: when my love ones are hurt.

I Fear: that all the shit that is happening will never end.

I Hope: for a better tomorrow

I Break: hearts.

I Eat: when I am hungry.

I Quit: being so trusting.

I Bathe: because it feels good. Plus I don't want to stink!

I Drink: water mostly. But a great glass of wine is good to have at times.

I Stop: trying to figure out the WHYS

I Save: joys of laughter and memories of love.

I Hug: those who let me!

I am in: a state of confusion.

I Play: with your head.

I Miss: my rabbit.

I Hold: onto my pride too much, people say.

I Forgive: but I don't forget.

I Drive: only when I have to. Gas prices suck!

I Learn: everyday.

I Have: lots to be thankful for, but hardtimes makes it unclear.

I Don't: know how to play chess.

I Made: some bad choices in my life.

I Kiss: when I want to be kissed

I Believe: that I do have a purpose.

I Wait: when I have to.

I Need: too many things, right now.

I Feel: lost sometimes.

I Know: more of less than what I know now than I knew of before

I Wonder: what my future holds.

I Am: bad kitty.

hurt & pissed!

Feeling blue...
come help me make it thru
yearning, desires, wanting to be touched
I know it's wrong to want you
and so much.
oil and water weren't we two
trying so hard in each other's clutch
in the end, it wasn't so
you gave up emotionally
and I gave up the fuck!

Ex-Factor .................

was emailed to me today, from one of my ex and well a friend for over 15 yrs. I have not spoken to him in awhile or replied to his emails. It was best, I just didn't want to hurt him anymore.
I do love him dearly, but lets just say, that things just wouldn't work out!
I can never give him what he really deserves or want....eventhough he refuses to see it.
The funny thing is that when I have read these lyrics below...it also applies to my recent breakup, of two years. But it would be coming from me, to him.! Karma, would you say??? Maybe or just fuckin' shear coincidence and torture!


Ex-Factor Lyrics by Lauren Hill
It could all be so simple But you'd rather make it hard Loving you is like a battle And we both end up with scars Tell me, who I have to be To get some reciprocity No one loves you more than me And no one ever will

Is this just a silly game That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay
Tell me, who I have to be To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know It ain't workin' It ain't workin'
And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy This is crazy

I keep letting you back in
How can I explain myself
As painful as this thing has been I just can't be with no one else
See I know what we got to do
You let go and I'll let go too
'Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will Care for me, care for me
I know you care for me There for me, there for me
Said you'd be there for me Cry for me, cry for me
You said you'd die for me Give to me, give to me
Why won't you live for me

Where are your hot spots??

All of us have hot spots!
We have different spots when we are with someone and sometimes it is depending on the person. Sometimes love comes into play too , the more you love that person the more desires you have and it generates hot spots everywhere they touch you. Just my silly thoughts!