Wednesday, September 24, 2008
was emailed to me today, from one of my ex and well a friend for over 15 yrs. I have not spoken to him in awhile or replied to his emails. It was best, I just didn't want to hurt him anymore.
I do love him dearly, but lets just say, that things just wouldn't work out!
I can never give him what he really deserves or want....eventhough he refuses to see it.
The funny thing is that when I have read these lyrics below...it also applies to my recent breakup, of two years. But it would be coming from me, to him.! Karma, would you say??? Maybe or just fuckin' shear coincidence and torture!
Ex-Factor Lyrics by Lauren Hill
It could all be so simple But you'd rather make it hard Loving you is like a battle And we both end up with scars Tell me, who I have to be To get some reciprocity No one loves you more than me And no one ever will
Is this just a silly game That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay
Tell me, who I have to be To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will
No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know It ain't workin' It ain't workin'
And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy This is crazy
I keep letting you back in
How can I explain myself
As painful as this thing has been I just can't be with no one else
See I know what we got to do
You let go and I'll let go too
'Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will Care for me, care for me
I know you care for me There for me, there for me
Said you'd be there for me Cry for me, cry for me
You said you'd die for me Give to me, give to me
Why won't you live for me